20 October 2012
I officially announce that leane96216.blogspot.com to be reopened. It so have been dead for quite some time hasnt it?? It has been a year +++ since i have posted something, time sure flies. During that period of time, many things happened. Sad events, Happy events, Exciting events, Sorrowful events... and going through those events sure have shaped me into a whole different person, its that phase of a teenagers' life where we look for reasons. Those reasons sure made me went on a rampage to search for my identity and purpose in life.
The turning point of being 15 to 16 sure is a big jump for me. This year i'm more reserved and soft spoken. Unlike the old me who is fearless and always ready to take on challenges. Sometimes i wish the now me was as courageous as the old me. Lets just say, I rather keep quite and stay away from trouble. I think i have kinda matured as how i look at things. YES, i'm not as hot headed as i used to be. HEY! but the temper is still there.
Well, i still do listen to many people's problems and advise them. I guess that didnt change. Though the views on god fluctuates... After that incident, i kinda lost faith and trust. I have so many unanswered questions. I guess that didnt change. I still love to question god...
This year... I've met many people... I formed close bonds with some of them, but... a few of them didnt seem to last. Though it was just a short period of time... the attachment is still there. At least we have memories to look back on... i do miss some of them. I do...
I've learnt something after one sorrowful incident that happened not too long ago. Treasure the people around you. Share your love and joy with everyone of them and show how much you love each one of them. It might not be easy but at least make the effort to do so cause you might never know when they will leave your side. Once they are gone and never to be back again, that longing to hold that person in your hands just one last time will kill you inside out.
PS, Time waits for no one.