10 December 2012Screw all expectations. LEAVE ME BE. I just wanna be myself. What is this stupid shell and being all goody in front of adults. I want to SCREAM. I want to be a bad girl. I sick of being an obedient child.
Yes adults, all you've seen for the past 4 years was just some big fat lie that i've created by adding more lies to make it seem PERFECT. I'm a sinner, devil's child what-so-ever you call it.
Ow, I'm suppose to be a very God-centered person whom prays everyday and evangelize and spread the word of the Lord... BLAH BLAH BLAH what spiritually strong and all.
I'm a teenage female who is trying to find her own identity and not some old nun who have been serving the church for decades. I hate living the way i am living now.