23 January 2013
Have anyone ever felt this way?
When you truly tried to care for someone and that someone just keeps pushing you away. Be it mentally or physically doing it. Out of care and concern, I wanted to just try and lighten you sadness but you just kept pushing me away. It hurts.
You know, the feeling when you run after a person because you are so worried and that ass just pushes you away? It really hurts.
I know you are hurting inside cause you are just left hanging and no one is able to save you due to some circumstances, but one just does not ran away from your problem by being alone and pushing everyone else away.
It hurts me to see you like this. I wanted to stretch my hand out to you badly, but knowing the you, you will just reject it.
The moment the doors closes, I felt so useless.
Useless in a sense that i was unable to reach you.
Pictures of you hanging off the edge of the cliff and i had my hand held up to you to grab you... But instead you chose to let go and fall down. That image just kept flashing in my mind.
I think you dont know that i am being affected by your emotions.
I just felt so useless when you needed someone the most. Sometimes i wish i am the first person you think of when you are down.