30 April 2013
The brain telling you to maintain your cool but the heart is just at the brim of overflowing with emotions. Hope you don't loathe me after what I have done. I shouldn't have acted that way. I was self-centered and immature, I didn't think about the people around me. I'm sorry. In the last 24hr, I have not enjoyed for even a second. I felt depressed and really guilty. Though from your mouth your keep saying "Nevermind" but I don't think its okay at all. I know how you felt... Its not okay. I want to rewind the clock, maybe I'll be able to make a wiser and matured decision instead of running. I feel so distant from you today. I don't know why. Maybe i can't forgive myself for what I have done. The war inside me is tearing destroying me from the inside out. Save me. |