31 December 2014
Its finally the end of the year and its the busiest time of the year. You start and end the year off busily. LIFE. Not only its the festive season, its also year end break. 2 weeks~ Others may be hanging out with their friends during this time of the year but for me, I personally prefer to stay at home ALONE. WHY? I'm tired from all the "chores" I have to do and crowds make me uncomfortable. Its the time to recuperate and relax. I like to waste my time away during the holidays. Lay in bed and be lazy... clear my messy room at the same time, MAYBE. I like to stay within my 4 walls and not care about the rest of the world. Though that might be selfish but I do still go out maybe like 20% of the time I have. Its also the time for me to reconnect with my girlfriends especially those from primary school. Like Belle, Min and Danielle. Though we said that every term break we will meet once but its kinda hard to arrange. Well, we're at least meeting on my birthday.... Back in the day, my house used to be filled with relatives during Christmas and New Years. I always looked forward to them. But now, since my grandparents pass on, no one comes by any more. Its seems we rely on our previous generations to group us together for a meal. me and my cousins ain't that close playmates any more. Even when I do see them now, its like a "HI" "BYE" thing, no actual conversation at all. Kinda sad but we all grow up and take on different path in life. But we're still family. Maybe that's why I like to stay home during the holidays..... |